Customer draw back tooling

Todate...20th Feb 2008 @ 10am ...our long staying customer finally came to have a disscussion to take back their tooling from us. Due to cost factor. Now doing biz is not ez. Everyone is talking about cost reduction. Haiz! Well, its not really matter to be actually but as a loyal employee I feel for my company. This is one of the high runner for us. Now just bcoz the kid found its real parents they are taking it back. Naturally if u are human we will share some emotions.

Well, I tot my boss (PS) able to talk them back but cc in vain. Haiz! even my MD was in attendance but also can't do much. I use to look up to my MD as a smart and caliber individual although he has a funny character but recently I find that he is nicer when is not working time. I have been hurt by him many times. Due to my parents so close to he and his wife I always tell myself to tolorate. And show my ulmost respect to him. I am beginning to loose this feeling. Most people like "fong hei chor". This is scary if one wants to continue on in this company. What should I do next? Do I owe my company my loyalty and life? A lot to think for the future. 10 years yet status co....salary still not to my expectation. Very sad lor! Thank God for giving me another alternative..."yoga" (helps in my destressing, keeping fit and extra income) But I like his wife, auntie amy (more like a mother to me) kind, gentle and humble.

New Projects are getting hard to get these days...coz its so competitive. Will we face down turn and if we cannot secure new projects wif our cost being so high den slowly but surely sad to say we will be in deep shit.

I really love this company so much. But if the end is coming in my fore sight. I need to exculate to greener pasture. If anyone of my frens could help look around for me...I would really appreciate that.