Group pictures pose with colleague

Group pictures pose with colleague
KFC birthday party

Me and Tan Sri Lim Chin Chuan

Me and Tan Sri Lim Chin Chuan
KFC birthday party

Friday, December 26, 2008

WORK, WORK, WORK

Guz what now days I wanna take leave besides letting my boss (PS) sign which he is very ever willing to let me go for my leave. But now they want me get approval from SK(tooling mgr) & SCH(Biz Mgr). Worst is my MD (Son in law, Llewmc)asked Mike Tay (IT mgr) to ask me to come back to work or work at home. Crazy! I dun mind but these kind of people so calculative I won't want to sacrifice. If my boss asked me I will go back even without getting paid bcoz he is nice, understanding and doesn't take advantage. Luckily still got a good boss but without much power these days. Only when problems arise they will dump everything to him to settle. But he has a few of us still can support him. As I already said he is nice to us so we have to support him back.

My task these days I had to cover IT(ERP System set-up), Project A (Non-Flex) , Project B (Flex.OCE), SLP(Small Lot Prod), Daily Prod & Delivery Fulfillment meeting. Some times had to help out in the QA Improvement & Engineering Improvement but I take it as a learning.

Daily I go to office, I will drop off my things at my new office. Then go open my boss office to water his plants for him. Then go to clean the Datuk Kong shrine and prayer. Then have my breakfast.

Starting my day early coz I got so many meetings and yet had to update and reports.

If our MD is gracious to know how hard we are working. Pity my boss as always he is used as a scape goat. But still he help to solve many problems which the MD, his daughter & son-in-law cannot even thing of a solution. They only knows to Blame.

My boss had taught us under him not to use blame but try to solve the problem first and only slowly fix the matter. Its tiring but those who contribute feels more stress la. Haiz! what to do?

Still have to work....or else where to find MONEY$$$$$$$.

Christmas2008

Christmas this year not so in the mood. Just organised a small makan-makan for my Process Engineering & Facilities team and gave them a little goodie bags. Just to make them happy. Gave PS (my boss) & Annie (my assistant) a mug each. For Kim & Jess each a special glass coaster.

I was asked to either work at home or come to work during my leave. Crazy one these people. Spoil my Christmas mood. Tell you more in my another post.

On the Eve, mom took the family out for dinner. It was at Four Season. It was a nice gathering. Then went home for gift exchange. After that I adjourned to Ivan & Joanne's (My team city's ex-leader)house for BBQ. YK, Jonathan, Stevien were all there. We had a great time...drinking, eating, chatting....after so long never had such fun. UOTT is more fun. (Unofficial teh tarik). I don't blend well in the other group. Prefer and more comfortable in this group.

The next morning I had to get up 7am for mass coz I had to sing. Luckily my mom woke me up. So, after mass I went to Gurney nail Hansen to do my nail. Now my feet looks better. Eunese did pedicure for me. I choose Red and she did the 1st toe nail art for free.

Dinner we were invited to U. Joe's for buffet. There I catch up with Vivien, Ju Lian (Vivien's brother) and played with the kids (Smartdriver) cool game. I received a nice gift from A. Veron facial and towel.

You must be thinking how come I never mention one person ...Chris. Well, he was not in Penang on Christmas so he said we will meet this Sunday, 28.12.08. I got him bedsheet since he is going to be moving into his new place. Also got A. Pauline(his mom) a little coin purse. I will informed what I receive from you later, ok! :)

On Boxing day, 26.12.08, went out with my good friend Jessica. We had lunch and then went to her friend's shop she bought some dresses while I got 2 nice earings. Going to wear it for my cousin's wedding 27.12.08.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Better Days.....

These days...ever since I go clean up the Datuk Kong life is a bit better for us. Today, 17.12.08,after work my boss asked me to get tongkat & kampia(malay hat) for the Datuk Kong. Perhaps I will only put them on friday.

I am very busy these days...doing IT (my new assignment), small lot production, production and delivery, projects, process engineering & quality for new projects. Wah! its so tiring.

Recently, with my chest problem I went to consult Dr. Ong Mei Ling but she did all the test and found out that my rib bone is not align and thus leads to block some of the neave when over tired.Now I have to see another bone specialist. Its very costly to consult specialist. So broke already.

My job is so demanding as need to follow up on production line, attend meetings, updates and report daily & weekly up to the MD & my boss. I hope I can focus well.

When to see Uncle Tan and he had taught me what to do to improve on things. I also share with PS (my boss) hopefully works for him lah.

Lately, both of us not corresponding due to both are so busy. He is busy with his new appartment renovation. While, me busy with my work and yoga also cut down.
Kinda miss him. Wonder if he misses me also?

Did my christmas shopping dee. So happy! But I had to budget my finance since yoga also cut till only 1 class.

Breakfast only eat oats & lunch biscuit. At least take care of the weight and stay slim for christmas, new year and CNY....

Bernice & Chui coming home for CNY. I can't wait to have them home. They are my sister & bro-in-law. Both work as Chef in Bermuda Islands.

Recently, had my 1st christmas gathering with my 3 chi mui (Yen, Bee Lee, Tang Yee) we exchanged present. Yen change new Vios recently(Silver) also saw Zhang Yang & Lee and they both look good. We had a great time.

Soon it will be christmas. Hope to see Chris and pass him his stuff. Wonder what I would receive from him this christmas? Well wait for the surprise.

Last night had dinner and good catching up with Jessica. She got herself a puppy. Really cute...Phoenix is her puppy's name.

Need to sleep now...till my next update.

Muarz,.......:)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Holiday to Hanoi Vietnam

10th till 14th Nov 2008 : Holiday in Hanoi, Vietnam.

Weather cooling 22 degrees to 26 degrees C. Nice weather and I love this kind of cooling weather.

Went with Evelyn Yap my primary classmate. Met up with her in KL and stayed a night at her parents place. Very nice parents Evelyn has. Uncle Ban fetched me at Subang airport. Fire fly was good airline. Serve food and drinks. Uncle Ban took me to the Clove and had japanese lunch. Mary could not make it coz she had classes on. Went to their house to meet up John, Francis and Aunt Elizabeth.

Took the LRT ride on our way to LCCT. Flight delay to 4pm. Met new friends upon arrival at Hanoi Emily & Sabrina as they took the same cab and stayed same hotel with us.

Stayed at Hanoi Golden Plaza Hotel. Staff very friendly and hospitable. Breakfast on the house. Good coffee & bread with eggs and butter daily. Lunch @ Papa Joe while dinner usually ate Noodle soup (Chicken)

Went for City tour to many interesting places in Hanoi. Ho Chin Min museum and saw his real body resting there...no cameras allow & mobile phones. Took pictures only outsides. Went to few lakes as Hanoi means inside the red river.

Experienced the culture and arts of Vietnamese. Had good VIP lunch...rice of Hanoi, famous taufu, prawns, french beans veggie, chicken stew & spring roll. Yummy Yummy!

Went to watch the Water Puppet Show. 40 mins showtime. Pretty interesting.
Something like out Wayang Kulit.

During the City tour met 1 Canadian uncle (Ron) he is an aero-engineer, Grace young Standard Chartered banker with her parents & a vietnamese girl married with an Australian guy with a daughter names Emily. Took picture with her (as below).

Bought some sourvenir and I must say things in Hanoi is not cheap. Very expensive. Bought sourvenir for my love ones. Food there also very expensive.

On the whole hotel staff Peter & Hung very nice people. Hotel is budget style but clean and helpful people around us.

This holiday takes me to relax and forget about work for a while.

A great holiday.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Things Changed ever since we moved to New Site

1st my boss admitted for split disk and was on MC for nearly 2 months. Later it was Kim our Production Manager, she was bleeding non-stop. Also was hospitalize twice. Hong and I from best pal to now total stranger. Every morning ever since last week I don't feel like going to work anymore. I will depressed all the time. Sad to say things change and people change. Everyone seems like so selfish. Our tooling was stolen, existing tooling has lots of issues, lack of manpower, production cannot meet delivery, lots of quality problems.....etc.

How long can I take this ? I can go crazy. If this continue on I think better to die. Our MD is pressing us for quality and if parts don't meet spec we cannot deliver. So we have loads of issues unsolved.

Today is thursday, I asked my boss to go with me to pray to the Datuk Kong. He stood there praying for quite a long time. Like he never prayed so long before. He is suffering even more. Hope he will still carry us under him through these difficult times.

I talked to Chris about our company and my grievances. He seems to say its all Dato's fault. If top management gives lousy instruction everything else will be rotten. I believe so. His company is not like ours...the top management just assign and job gets done smoothly. It should be the case.

Tonight I was call in for a conference call with the US customer (QVI). We re-committed our schedule and lost 3 new parts as our quotes are higher than China by 300%, 41%, 25%. No head or tail and Atlan's team leader See didn't align well his team.

Every friday, I will be alone having lunch. So petatic!What to do all my lunch partners have gone on their separate ways.

I'm really not happy at all now.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Many happenings ever since my last update

I tried to get myself to write some updates but just can't do it....due to too stress, too busy, too lazy.
Almost every night I have been staying back to work and even on weekends. What else projects cannot meet dateline lah. So every night I do yoga to release stress. Or else I am almost going to breakdown with depression.
Yesterday morning as I was having my breakfast at our pantry alone...I was having thoughts of jumping off the platform at the end bay. Then for 2 days in a week I just feel depressed. Like so sad all the time when I come in to work. It gets worst when my MD's daughter, Carol talk to me in a manner that I had done some criminal act. So much work put in and just 2 days of her presence she took all the credit away. Fine I really fed up. Hong ( used to be my best pal) at work now is like an enemy to me. Fine also. I feel like dying.
Luckily, I got my mom, my boss and Annie (my assistant) who still believe in me. So they told me just play your cards well. God will do justice to the ones who deserve the punishment if they keep doing evil deeds.

18th Oct. 2008
Chris and I attended, Wilson's wedding. Surprised actually that he could make it. Of course my best friend Jessica also attended with Charles. Her boyfriend were not invited. Coz Wilson dunno him...

The wedding was held at Sandy Bay Paradise Hotel. Authentic style..chinese cum indian cum western. Sweets in a pack were the give aways.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Happy Birthday to Me

10th Sept : I would like to thank all my friends for their well wishes and gifts and cards and thoughts and treats and angpows(my mom, my boss (PS) & my Prod Mgr (Kim)& also my uncle and aunt.

I had a great day. But a tiring one so by the time after dinner I was fast asleep.
My birthday treat still on going till this Sunday. hehehehe....still in the mood. It started last Sat with my chi mui....

Later will host some of the pictures taken.

Till then....

Cheers!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Monday blues

Usually I look forward to going to work. But today like no mood.
Blame it on Monday Blues.

Had to coordinate the Sittard Project Proto type sample at our
New Plant.

Coming back to the old plant I walked my way back. Saw my MD's car
passed by didn't even stop to give me a lift.

My boss, PS...face like so angry dunno wif wat...dare not approached him lor.
So walk back lo.

Leg dame tired.

Today some more went to gym for tredmill for 15 mins run, yoga back to back coz replacing Mi-chelle's class.

Thanks to dear Eugene for accompanying me for dinner, escorting me to my car....
Dun get crazy ideas...we are just friends. I wish he was someone else...I think if you are my frens you all would know who I meant.

I wonder wat I would receive from him this year? Or if he still
remembers my birthday?

If things are getting bad to worst with him.....why should I even wait for him...
Perhaps I should move on...

Not Looking forward to my Team City 2nd Anniversary

You wanna know why? Coz I hate the attitude that some members have.
Dame rude and no finese. I felt like quiting but due to my obligation
I decided not to but still persue with my duty.

After this, it would be my last. If things does not improve further,
I might quit the team.

I dun wanna talk about it anymore as it makes me sick lah.

Early birthday party with my chi mui

Raining the whole day...but still I went out and got many things fulfilled.

Great huh!

Dinner all most of my chi mui came to celebrate my birthday with me. Thanks my pretty chi mui. But some cannot make it we'll catch up later.

Received so many gifts from them. I love presents....especially flowers with teddy bear....

Very happy lah....thanks for all your gifts and well wishes.

Sunday....

Celebrate with Jessica....hers is just the next day to mine...911 mine 910. hehehehe
Dat's y we can be great pal. She is my clubing partner and a great one also. When we going clubing again? But lately so busy and lazy dee...

Cheers!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Team City Wedding Parade

31st August 2008, I experienced my first wedding convoy to Alor Setar. It was for my bro's wedding. Photos will be hosted below and going to write in for Honda magazine to host their wedding pictures. So far none in our Honda magazine yet. So I will be the first to write in. I've gotten permission from Wilson my bro to host his wedding fairtale.

6am we left Penang Island. It was so dark and cold. I went to fetch Hong (Atlan's colleague) Then he took over the wheel till we reached Alor Setar. We started the convoy in all black cars were the priorities. I think approx. 11 cars. Cool ya....we parade Alor Setar town and so wai sui lor. hehehehe.....enjoy lah. Hong said he respected us for our team work. Perhaps might influence him to change to Honda from Toyota. hahahaha....I doubt lah.

We took photos at Taman Golf. Nice ya! So it will be my host pictures I'm gonna put into my story in the Honda Magazine. Great ya!

We actually had 2 team city members getting married the same day. William & Wilson. Both also "W". William (Silver Team) while Wilson's (Black Hawk) :)

Enjoy view the photos......

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Special Occasion

August month have been a great month to start off with.

Well, I gave him a box of theme of body & hair care...lotion, shampoo, deoderant, body wash (all from Amway), specially burned CD from my compilation, pilot erasable pen(newly launched), bum equipment socks (casual smart), korean spoon,fork & chopsticks and a card to experess love, friendship and gratitude for all those things I have received from him. (Happy Birthday)

9th August : We made a trip to Thailand, Hyatnyai. It was great. We stayed at Lee Gardens Hotel. Walked every streets corner. Did the massager but that wasn't too good as compared to the ones we did in Penang. Ate birds nest. Got my Polo T-Shirt at a very reasonable price. No where can offer accept in Thailand as they have a big factory for all kinds of brands.

Aunt Eng's bday also. Gave her Mask to beautify herself and also Magic for her hair.

Got Uncle Sam's & Boon Lim's bday from Thailand as well. Portland from UK. Got myself one top as well.

On the whole I enjoyed the trip.

Most probably, he will pick up his stuff this coming weekend. I am looking forward to see him. As he had moved further away from my home to his new home. Bought his own place but waiting for the key to be obtained. Somewhere near my working area.
So the lesser I will see of him. Guess someone have to make effort.

Lately, only communication we had was just emailling each other. Talk mostly on work and lesser on our personal stuff.

Mom still not approving to him. What am I to do? She prefers someone else whom she thinks might make a good match for me. But I'm really tired to go through all over again. Well, TY said I might end up with him. While Uncle Tan's prediction is i will settle down by year 2009.

How far this is going to come true I shall see? Eager to know what's on the other side yet scare to face it. What am I to do?

Savings Plan for the future

13th Aug 2008 : I signed up with Great Eastern the Savings Plan with a minimal sum.

It took me a while to commit and finally I feel that I should have my own savings. High time I should think about myself rather than more of people around me. Not that I am being selfish or what but in case when I grew into my maturing age at least I have some financial support.

10 years savings plan. Not much but a small amount to start off with.

Means, no more shopping or travelling for a while. Have to think twice before I spend on something. In a way its good also lah.

Wish me luck...

Relocation of Plant

11th Aug 2008 : We started with our relocation plant.

Moving the machines section by section into our New Plant which is the Old Cardinal Building. With this program, my boss is coordinating, I learn a lot from him especially with the various task assign and I enjoyed doing it.

I see how these movers carried out their task...wah! really amazing. No wander its so expensive.

I took some video with my phone (Nokia 5300) Not bad at all.

We should be seated in the new plant by Sept 08.

Pictures will be uploaded soon for viewing.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Spreading Good News via songs

Its such joy and ease of mind to spend my time downloading and burning for people I love songs be it praise and worship or my personal selection of ballades. Its soul healing as what my God-sis Mi-chelle claimed.

Today is pay day again. Did my routine banking...money in and money out....But that life I guess!

Took my car for Spa treatment at our Team city member's place. RM4.80 for external body wash. Then Ronnie another of my team mates help me change my brake pads. So no need to change later @ Vivahill. Save if I can able too.

Today I claimed my Victory lunch. Boss acts like as our driver. He gets to eat also. Kim lost to my bet over the recent football Euro 2008 finals (Spain vs Germany) We went to E-gate (Noodle House) Ok ok only...

Mi-chelle my God-sis came to chit chat and I burned the Christian songs for her. Recently she also burn 2 disk for me on healing souls.

Spreading the word of God through actions, by examples and through music to heal the souls. Leaving behind all the negative thoughts.

Take me on to a level higher.

My day completes me.

Monday, June 30, 2008

One Good Forward...

Today I opened an email and read those motivational phrases which touches me deeply as I experience live through all the reality which changes a person overnight for the worst.

Even though thru my daily prayers, I do make mistakes in life. I kept reminding myself not to resent a person for their actions may not be really what they mean sometimes. Its hard though but I try. One way is to keep as buzy as possible. Then my sub-consious won't deceive me.

So by putting more endolphines into my daily life I think I would be a happier persons. The more I contribute the more I see the positiveness in life waiting ahead of me. Hmmm...thanks to The Almighty.

I was at QBM last Sunday sending my Car to get its weekly grooming. I passed the book which Uncle Edmond Lee wrote about sadness....anger....to Auntie Pauline. She loves to read books of spiritual. Nice and caring lady. I wish...someday...if it ever happens.

Haiz! Life is full of the expected. Today..I really can't believe it I manage to fill some good and soothing words into my boss's mind after he had shared his grievances on some assignment past by our MD. Well, I told him whatever good we in put but whatever negative is an output. Just know what you do is right and it shall be right. Do not mind others think but care more for what you believe in. With that you would be heading for a bigger picture and better future in life.

I also receive a very special card from Boon's daughter, Alicia. She is such a sweet little girl. Her mom said she always looks forward to my yoga on Monday @ EQ Hotel. Now she is able to do more poses with the encouragement I render upon her.

Today...my mom reminded me of my dad's 8th year of passing on....how I wish if he would still be alive. We will be so joyous and even more happening in our day to day life. I really miss my papa. He is such a great dad to me. I really miss him so much. I pray that he would be looking down from heaven and looking after the 3 of us. Mommy,Bernice and me.

Someday...we will be reunited again. Looking forward to that day.

Papa...you will always be in my heart.

Send your angels to look after us okie....
Bless me with a good career & good future in life.
Keep mommy healthy and Bernice happy with her marriage.

Love....andrea

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

The Journey of Life....

I'm back to update more of my life episode. To express out by talking is not really my style. Lately so many things has happen in my life. I don't know where I'm heading in life or my career. Sometimes it seems pretty scary. Seeing everyone settle down and me still floating in the sea that leads me no where. Hmm...well at least I have a spiritual fren whom is always with me, Jesus.

He brought me back into track. I guz sometimes when we are on track we tend to forget the surroundings of happenings. Therefore, I am given a 2nd chance to go back into the track, I should be more aware of my surroundings and treasure every moment, people that come into my life, things that happen for a reason. Well, that's the Greatest Gift of All. Lesson, Knowledge and put into sharing.

I am keeping myself pretty occupied with working late during the peak of my projects but I end up learning from it, so it was reminded to me by my boss. But I dislike the actions and disrepect from my MD. He does not appreciate and always likes to blame and thinks that he is the Almighty. I only know one Almighty and he is Jesus. He has left scares or hurt all over my heart till now i feel nothing. I don't even acknowledge him anymore. Just because he is MD the figure head of the company darn it!

My boss on the other hand keeps me going strong in mind and helps in every way he can to keep my sanity going.....Of course my team of support from especially my colleagues. They are great! Accept one sour grape acting like sweet strawberry in front. The Bitch from Delivery. Forgive me for my blunt words.

Personally, communication with my one and only...has drifted pretty far now days. Guz we both have our own buzy schedule. But sometimes when you try to move on the relationship to seek for more options, you will end up thinking of him again. Funny isn't it? Well, I pray very hard even with so many obsticle to prevent us to be together. Sad as I am I still have my faith stands firm. Through my daily prayers.

My bowling is becoming a white elephant these days. I cannot improve due to lack of practise. Don't know when can I get myself back into action? Only time can tell.

2nd Anni for our Team City is coming. We are meeting up this Sat for this grand event. I'm looking forward to share with my team members. However, still waiting for my bro. Wilson Tan (TC261) to download our group picture for my blog.

My yoga classes has drop. I guz people come and go. I understand they constrain as everything is increasing so much. I will never give up anyway for my passion is still so strong. My latest edition is Akido Dance Yoga technic apply to my cheorography. This comes from Korea.

Huh...talking about Korea...my good buddy Kevin Choi is thinking of working in M'sia and learn up English. Well, I help him to gather info and asking him to seek more advise from the Malaysian Embassy.

Oh yes....we are moving soon into our new plant. That's so call direction from that old man. He dame my boss so much with false accusation of saying he gets commission here and there. Now, have to seek my boss to help organize the shifting for him. Of course, in directly I had to be involved. I will always remember what that Old man said about my one and only...looking down on him and condaming people without thinking twice what he says might hurt another. I will remember this till the day I pass on. But I find it in my heart to still forgive him.

Football....haiz! Portugal is out. So perhaps the next team I will put my hope on is Germany. Euro 2008!!!!!

My recent social project is now burning CD. I managed to learn up this increadible skill from Lucy & Berry Berry....hahahahaha......Now a little bit of use. Tumbs UP! Yeah!

Now I must retire for bed.....till my next come back.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Stress, Stress, Stress......

09.05.08 : Still stress with my work especially this new project. But cannot compare with the people I work with. Minority though. With no direction from the company so I make my own direction. Even friday....din get to go out. So much work need to be done.

Today...they organize makan makan. I tot it was organize and paid by the operations staff. But cc its my boss and he never personally invite me. Getz! So I actually din wanna go already. But since my colleague kept calling me in the end I went to the canteen and got some tibbits for them.

Its about how we look at it. I try lah....to keep my cools. I dun like to just go empty handed. Anyway, the message and everything for now its so sickening to me. I just tolerate lah. Try to keep myself happy. Well, today is already friday. Looking forward to my weekends.

Hong is away on holiday. So using his PC to go into my blog lor. Yeah...meeting my best friend Jessica this Sunday morning @ 10am. We going for breakfast at E-gate Old Town I think. Hmm....Tot of doing pedicure. Not sure yet. Will see how first.

Tonight its Elsa's bday. So, we will have dinner at Oriental Seafood. Mom said she won't be joining. Guz I will go alone nia lor.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Team City Charity Drive @ St. Joseph Home

April 20th : Team City Penang organized a Charity Drive for the kids in the home. Many public came to donate food and cash to the home. The kids are very cute and lovable. But some are like monsters especially the tennager.

We took them out for lunch at KFC in KFC house near Larut Road after that we took them to Botanical Gardens for games. Each car fetched 3 to 4 kids. They were treated like VIPs...some say ok lah.....wah! may be too often get this kind of treatment oredi.

We were drain tired at the end of the day.....but as long as the kids are happy.
We don't mind as that is our objective.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Weekend update

02.05.08 : Suppose to meet up with Yuki my job agent but she had some emergency so had to postpone to this wednesday. Till then wish me luck.

03.05.08 : Woke up at 7am for class. We are so good. We did yoga for more than 2 hours. Feels so nice. Taught them new things. Lets see what did i do next. Oh yes! Ling's bday so she treated me for lunch at Johnny's steamboat @ QBM. 1st time both of us dine in there. Its been so long since we really sit down for a meal.

My aunt rang up told me that my sister had an accident. The slicer m/c cut off her finger. Now she is admitted in the Bermuda General Hospital. Hope she will be ok. Some more on her left hand. That's the main hand she works with. We rang her up but she said its very painful but she will be ok. Dr said no need to worry.

When to Chris's house...he just woke up or rather I woke him up. He said he slept late on fri nite. His face looks pretty bad with red spots and big ones. He said its nothing. Ling drove her Smart of 4 and Chris tot which fren was I with. heheheh.....I gave him the soft toy doggie dog (from Nice Day) and Ambi Purr for his new car. He din see it yet but I like it very much and I hope he does too.

Evening went for mass...good Novena a special one b4 Pentecost this coming week.

04.05.08 : Ah...wat a disappointment. Kelvin felt ill so no testing of car. But Wilson and Jocelyn came by to fetch me and we went out for lunch. Wong Kok @ QBM, emmm....again QBM. Penang is so small no where to hang out. Sien nia.

But now not so sien coz I got my streamyx I get clued to my notebook for hours and hours. The whole morning I was chatting wif Waiyet. We plan to meet next friday.
1st time meeting him. He is my frenster fren. Just bought a new Toyota Lavina. Looking forward to see his car.

Dinner with uncle Joe. He is leaving on the next morning flight to NYC and will only be back to Penang end of July 08.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Friday lunch out

02.05.08 : Lunch out Chef & Brew,

Hong wanted to enquire the tinted glass film. Pretty good deal RM700 for one of the most high range tint. Saw few new things at Breyton as Shirl Lynn introduced to us. Pedal lock RM450/- and Front Head Lamp RM210/- Damp expensive but I like. But no budget. hehehehe....

We ate at Chef & Brew this week is my treat. No choice. Expensive lor RM58.00 for 3person. Some more I drove. Soon we will not be together anymore as I am planning to leave. Die or not also want to leave. No hope I see. I just kesi kesi only lah.

Still finding hard to breath. Still very stressful.

Labour Day Activities....

01.05.2008 - Got up very early in the morning to do banking. Ahem....my stupid company finally paid up our bonus. As for the increament so-so only. Money is not everything to me as no recognition and all they expect from me is just work they will be sorry one day. But den again I guess ppl or company like dis can manage as they used ppl to the fullest. Where they loose in terms of money and everything else accept they loose our loyalty.

It was Accession Day and its a day of obligation I had to go for mass. Was planning to go for 7am. Hahahah...overslept till 8am. Luckily got 12 noon so since mom was on duty we decided to attend that mass. Uncle Joe came down to meet us in the house. He is from NYC and he is my dad's younger brother.

After church we had lunch at Penang bowl. Called Chris up but he said last minute he had some important thing to do. In the end he didn't turn up. Instead my uncle Joe and I join Elson and Sally (friends of Chris & I) played 4 games. It was fun.

At least takes me off work. I was never like dis. I'm like loosing hope in dis company I din do my report or minutes for dis week. Just waiting for the time to explode. hahahaha.....drop in my performance.

But who cares.....as long as I make myself happy till another good opportunity comes along. 2day going to meet my job agent. After work. Wish me luck. Update again for good news.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

My sweet cousin, Mary

Well I will host her picture up when I am more available. Now working place not so convenient. I enjoy every moment with her. She is very gentle and sweet. We chatted and shared a lot of things together. She is also very smart. Now she plays beautifully on the piano. Keep it up!
We just got 5 days to get to know each other. So great lah!

Long Update....ever since

Well, well, well, again I appear again after such a long silent. Lately so many happenings, happy ones and sad ones. But the sad ones are usually more than the happy ones.
Recently, I lost my grandpa. He was 91 years old. 22nd April he was called to the Lord. Bcoz of his passing away brought my cousins nearer to me. I had not seen them for so long. But we managed to catch up within a week. Not enough sleep, very tired and now recovering from lost times. Making them up.
Whereas on work part, its bloody stressful especially no recognition and appreaciation. I am giving up. I see no future. After receiving my cheque for the bonus I'm due at the end of this month. I will be taking my exit. Even, my boss cannot support anymore. I lost hope in him. I just pretend to be ok in front of him. I feel he is taking me for granted. He is only keen on his part. I should move on.
So, I will be meeting up with my job agent this friday. Like now its 3.45pm, its my break time, I stop my work. I dun even want to update anyone anymore. Sian liow lah!
Haiz! what to do?
Luckily, also got my happy times.
20th April 2008 : I was involved in a Charity Drive organised by Team City. I recently join as a member with my TC # 267. Well, the members are very fun and friendly. We took a bunch of orphanes kids out for KFC & games at botenical gardens.
They were happy but we were very tired. We went on a convoy of 22 cars all Honda City mostly modified with nice bodykits or stickers to attract passer by.
Ar....here comes this super happy day....

29th April- I was left with no car to use as my mom need to use badly. Hers my uncle from US borrow to IPOH. So since got no class on that day. I allow her to use. I drove to work and drop me off then Chris suppose to pick me up but later that morning he sms saying he cannot due to extension in his work commitment. So I said I would walk back. He replied that is too far and take a cab. I told him if I require a cab I do not think I would have seek his favor and it would be my 1st and last time asking one from him. Now no transport home. A little while my mobile rang and he said he will try to come around 5.30pm or he also suggested I take half the day off. I said 6pm I finish work and no I couldn't take half day. So he said 6pm is very late and not possible and kept saying sorry after next. I told him its ok and hung up. Later he called again saying he had put aside his things and will come and pick me up. I said please don't let me be a cause to your plans. Then he said I will get to sit his new car. Well, I think I was so wrong of him. He had being bz collecting his car and fixing up the tinted glass. And he was already in town area and still rush up to fetch me and later go for bowling. I really felt bad but at the same time very honored. He was brading away his new car to me. Well, the 1st thing I like about the car is its very sporty and with full bodykit and black color. Wah! just like mine. Very comfortable. So this makes me very happy first him droping off his plan to pick me up, getting in his new car and also for my mom to say wah, Chris change new car ar? Very nice and expecially the number plate. BTW, my mom loves numbers. She can remember them all. Well what I'm trying to say is the acceptance from her makes me even more happier.

So in life we always experience happy and sad moments. But I would still prefer to choose my happiest moment. So it is to moments we spend with our love ones.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Its been a while....

Sorry for my disappearence. But now I'm back. So many things happy at one time. I couldn't really focus or handle them all. So my EQ weakens and I know this is no so good.

Not happy at work anymore...things changes and looks like my hope in this company is getting further apart. PS(My Boss) had told me he had propose to Dato(My MD) about promoting 5 of us(me and 4 other guys) to managerial position and lead our own small unit management. Then you know what happen Dato said he has his own plans and ask my boss to take it back his proposal. He took in a guy(Meng Yuet, my chi mui's husband) into this company to be the Senior Manager. So 2nd man after Dato lah. After so much we had done for this company I feel no recognition. I must make a stand and decide well. Shit! Stupid! Bloody hell!

Apart for this my class pula cut. Not due to I don't wanna teach. Its becoz the gym close down. So left Mondays at Equinox, Tuesdays at my home, Thursday & Sat at my home for yoga. So with all classes cut den this stupid company cannot pay me sure die la. Next course of action is to find opportunity outside. I have confident sure can find and get one.

I join Ivory Gym and find at least my leg injury improves over time. This is one way of drowing my loneliness. I miss him so much. But I cannot find myself to tell him that. Haiz! May be I should like stop contacting him forever. To forget about him. Move on with my life. I hope i can lo.

Anyway life goes on. I'm getting back my life slowly. Anyway like I say life is short I should not waste it all on being sad. Must go back to my normal self. Build up my EQ again.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Table Tennis Tournament 2008

15.03.08 : We organised the table tennis tournament '08 open. Actually, i only had my practise once under Uncle David's coaching. There I learn how to serve and play a normal stroking only. I think I played one hour or so only. Until Sat...came I had to play for real.

They put us on doubles. So my partner is Wilson Tan. Both also dunno how to play one. If get a screw ball means we are dead meat dee.

Surprisingly, never played before also managed through without getting zero lor. Hehehe.....But we ended up getting 2nd last out of 6 teams. Hahaha....I think not bad lor for our standard.

Consoling myself la. You wanna know who got 1st? Of course Hong lah. He is a natural player. He said he is going to treat me with the cash money. I think they each receive RM60. So at least I get to enjoy a mail since I din win.

Massage Treatment

Sunday, 16th March 2008,

I went for my normal massage. Then later after the massage I got the Sifu to help relief the pain I have been having for quite some time oredi. I tot it was the leg but after he check through he said its the lower back that is giving me this problem.

I never had such a painful massage in my entire life. Really, really pain la. Suffer thru for half and hour. Later I felt relief and not so painful. However, he said still must go for the 2nd time massage. I am very scare already. According to him not so painful the 2nd time around. Will see la. If I dare to go again.

While we were having lunch, my fren ask me to see my leg blue black. Must be the after effect. Scary la! Coming to think I need to go again.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Election Day 8th March 2008

08.03.08 (Sat) : The moment finally came as for weeks I've been hearing Hong and PS telling what to do during voting and the stories about politics kept moving in my mind. I also very kwai...i woke up as early as 7.00am to get ready to follow my mom to vote. She said go early not so many people wor. True also la. The room I was assign to nobody wan ar. But had to wait for my mom so long coz hers so many people. Gez! Basically, everyone knows who they are going to vote for. Rather funny la..but to me it makes no difference. i just do my part to vote. I did it!

After that reward myself to a good b'fast. Then met up with Berry Berry and we went to QBM to wash my car and collect my Nike pants. Nike Woman got sales or else you think i would buy ar so expensive. Hmmm! Nice la of course. Sayang only so din wear yet.

After we had our lunch we went to collect the tibet beads and at the same time massage my left leg. Feeling the nerves pulling. Felt better after a good massage.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Tragic Friday

07.03.08 (Friday) - Walk into my office at 7.15am feeling very happy as usual. Since its still lent, I have to obstain from meat so I bought "chee cheong fun" for breakfast. While having b'fast I ask PS if he had the Honda F1 kuiz contest for me already? He said he only has 2 out of 4. So, he said perhaps later during lunch can go to QBM to get the answers. It would be good to have all the answers done and I could fax over to enter the contest. If win, get 2 tickets man! So looking forward lor...

Happily work, quickly finished my report till lunch time came. I receive a disappointing call from Hong(my best pal) said he cannot make it as he needs to go pay bills. Haiz! He asked me to go with PS instead. See ....see PS came to tell me he cannot make it and ask me to get Hong to follow me. Oh...see all my hopes started to melt. This is not the first time they did this to me. So..I told him never mind I went out to see my car was blocked by bikes. Err....feeling so disappointed I walk back to my office. On the air-cond and started working. I din get to find out what is the other 2 answers. Haiz!

Then suddendly PS came out from his office and said let's go for lunch. He said go eat chicken rice wor...how to eat I'm abstaining. In the end went to eat mee goreng but felt like no taste, coz no mood liaw ma. OYH also came along...She was all the time meeting inside with my boss pouring more problems instead of solving them. Dat's not new lah.

But Hong was good he at least called to see if I had my lunch or not. By that time I was having my lunch. Forgotten about everything. Still a little sore. Hong came to join us for lunch.

After work I went for my workout at the gym and also join in the belly dance class. I went for a drink with Jessica and we talk and talk until aiyo...so late dee then we left for home.

On my way home, usually I will pray for a safe journey home. "to cover 4-doors of my car with the Lord's precious blood". As I approached the turning in beside Chris's house I saw another car so I slowed down coz I can't turn in as he was occupying my rite of way. He actually din follow the que lah. So to let me in this guy drove out and not seeing the bike who cut me from the right bang into him lor. Wah! so devastated the thing actually happened in front of me. I din dare to stop and watch if the biker is dead or alive. Later I sms Chris to ask him and he said they took them to the hospital dee. So at least I felt relief that he din die on the stop lor.

That friday is not a pleasant one for me. Too many bad things happened.

Friday, March 7, 2008

Bowling after 6 months recovery

03rd March 2008 - I stopped bowling for 6 months to recover from my fall and knee injury. Now that is better my other feet hamstring's turn. It was after my EQ class I went to fetch Weberlyn, my fren who is also a dance instructor. She is very good in her bowling. She does straight ball. While I do hook/straight. Just completed my training for 10 lessons. Ok only lah.

Chris was there and he was playing with Ah Loon. Wah...we saw their scores so great....298, 258, 245.....Shy only play with them. I can only manage 100 over only.

So I told Web, we better take the last corner lane. Then Chris insisted that we play with them. Mix double team. He partner me and Web partner Ah Loon. So, I depend all on Chris since he is the Sifu in bowling. But wif his guidance I manage through pretty well. Above 100 for not practising 6 months consider pretty good liow lo. Happy nia...as long as get to play wif pro. But also feeling pressure lor.

We completed our challenge for 4 incredible games. Very close fight. But I know Chris handy cap them wan. Think if not sure they cannot win lah. So fair and square. Friendly game only nia.

Enjoyed the game and of coz the company very much.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Moderate Weekend

01st till 02nd March 2008...Wah! New Month oredi! So fast 2008 is in the 3rd month now. Scary yet interesting to know what laise ahead.

Ok...my class started on Sat, we did Asthangga this time. Looks easy but harder than expected. But we enjoyed it. After class went to buy jeans....thanks to Suan Bee, as she safe my pocket from opening into bigger hole. Hehehehe.....i bought 3 pairs of jeans (no brand)against Levi and Guess I would only get 1 of each. Phew! Recession coming so must spend wisely. Went to Islee to buy 4 pcs of clothings at a minimum priced. All those clothings I like one of coz. Hahaha...I so happy after that. Anything to make me happy if I can get what I want through shopping.

Went to try this Japanese food at Service Road...Went to my mom and Mi-chelle. Mi-chelle drove her new Suzuki Vitara. Very sporty car. Then raining so heavy cannot go bank dee. So headed home. Haiz!

Sunday...mornin Berry Berry and myself went for massage. Siok! But the hot oil is a killer man! But we both survived.

Dinner met up with Yuet Mun and Mi-chelle again. Opps! Lucy also came. We like never meet for so long. Yuet Mun told us recession hit US so we have to spend carefully. 4 of us sharing 2 plates of pancake dishes at Paddington House of Pancake. Very good coz we eat less dun put on so much ma. Really had fun times with the gals. Met Chris mom at Borders. Stay to chat wif her for a while.

Rain again after that. But nice lah so cooling and I slept well last night.

I should say a moderate weekend only this time.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Relaxing Friday

29th Feb 2008,So fast its another week oredi.

It is good to start off our day feeling good and everything we touches on will be smooth sailing.

Well, I observed that most of the managers today looked very relax and complaisant. Coz no meeting ma...our Big Boss not in today that's why. Or else I will see some tends faces around or after the meeting some or their faces showing not too promising or sour sob. Well its only normal to sit in higher chair. Especially, seeing my boss today very at ease and happier. Wanna know why? Coz last friday's mtg not very pleasant lor. Buta....buta other people's fault my boss kena scolding. Poor fellow! Actually, due to one "siow jin". And that bitch get promoted to handle my boss failure of the program. Wah! I must salute her man. Her charms must be too good to be true.

But today, my boss said 12.00 noon ask me got things to eat. So I pointed to our titbits corner for some CNY cookies. He told us he was hungry...I replied him saying coz he is too happy and relax so hungry faster. He said too free coz no meeting. Everyone in our dept had a great laugh.

12.30pm the bell rang and its time for us to go for lunch. So happy always lunch time comes or teabreak comes I am very happy. Usually, Hong Hai Meng(my best pal)he is seated in front of me and my boss will go for lunch. Today, we went to BJC coz Hong Hai Meng wanted to exchange his CD. We ate at McD coz bcoz of me time of lent I cannot take meat during fridays ma so ma request to Fillet (fish bun) My boss belanja us. So kind of him. He is very kind wan but at times very geram when he cannot see certain people's fault and ended getting himself into trouble for sheltering those people. Other than that we have the "Greatest Boss In The Entire World". :)

I think I am so blessed to be in Process Engineering. All of us mind our own thing. Only me and my assistant are the only female around as we are surrounded by males species. Thank God for that. I hope it stays that way.

I'm enjoying my cup of hot coffee at my desk. Coz its so cold and comfy. Really nice. We normally dun have teabreak in the afternoon on fridays. Coz we already enjoy 2 hours lunch time. That's why lor! Thank God I manage to find a packet of coffee (3-1). Ooh! so good not so sleepy anymore.

Counting down my time to go back....another 45 mins. Hope this friday ends well! Looking forward to my weekend.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Into Someone Else's Shoes

28.02.2008- I write about putting ourselves into other's shoes meaning understanding how the other person feel when something unpleasant happens to them. I always put myself into other people's shoes as the old favourite saying.

But then...most times when I am affected by problems I feel I don't get the same response as I give unto people. Recently, being hit by some unpleasant experienced and its difficult for me to descript it out. Yes, people always say do good and you will receive good. I always does things with least expectation. I dun think its good to expect anything in return. Its good to reliase what goes around comes around. At least God gives me some hope to let that person feel how is it like to get hurt so badly. Being wrongly accused. Of course I don't hope for that but things just happens for a reason. I'm glad to tell that person, now you know how is like to be in my shoes.

If everyone were to have this practice sharing people feeling and putting yourself into other's shoes this world would be a better place to live in. But its not like that.

I am very sad actually to see people suffer on account of others. Yet they cannot do anything but to just eat the humble pie. Its happening in my organization.
Feeling helpless I really cannot do much.

Everyone Deserve the best in life

27.02.2008 went to pick Jessica my good friend up after work. She cannot tahan anymore going crazy oredi. Coz! staying home too long makes her crazy....not bcoz of family but feet too itchy dee. hahahah....gezzzz!

We went to TGIF for dinner. We started healthy with just BBQ Chicken Salad and Onion Rings. Unlike me hor! She is my msn chatting pal. Gonna miss that when she starts working again pretty soon lor. Die lah...most of chatting pal works outside office. So luckily got my heart pour out to u my blogger. hehehehe!

What else we talk about when girls meet? hihihihi...let u guz lor! Of course most things are sensible topics we touches on. We are not aunties from the 60's you know.

Well, Jessica my dear friend go to your blogger and see my comment and you will know what to do. I always believe that God will always help those who is "kind in heart and generous in deeds".

Everyone of us deserve the best in life if we believe in ourselves and work towards our dreams.

Just like to say we had a great evening catching up and shopping our pockets out. Imagine in y entire life these are the rare times my wallet went out of cash. Thanks to my dear friend for a wonderful dinner.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Something Funny Happen..relates to my boss's sms

Reach office at 7.15am. I guess I was the earliest. As the saying goes early birds catches the worm. I went into my office organised my stuff and listen to my walkman mobile for my favorite song. At about 7.30am my boss walked in. He said wah! why am I so early? Well, well coz outside our plant they are fixing the roads so need to grap a nice lot for me beloved car.

Being sick and tired of the canteen food, we had Tim Sum for breakfast. Yummy Yummy of course!. While eating my boss showed me the Toyota Production System write up he did and explain those things I have doubts especially the principles in japanese. They are explained in the book itself. Then, his phone rang...later he told me to help him send email out that he will be out of the plant for today for his father in law fell down and condition then was pretty bad. So he took emergency leave today.

See the funny thing in my company is that there are few ladies who admire my boss. Then something happen during my Project A Meeting which this story was related to me after my meeting by my production mgr (a lady). She said the Logistic & Planning Mgr (another lady/the bitch)showed her my boss sms to her. You know what? Not even a personal sms....its just informing some task need to overseas properly by few respective managers. They also wants to compete who has and who does not. Haiz! Funny as it may get. The production manager ask me why my boss took leave. So I told her that his father in law fell down lor. Then she said why my boss didn't sms her but sms to that bitch. I told her why don't she later give a call to him. Haiz....Haiz....I think this people nothing to do besides eat, sleep and gossip. That's why that bitch over look my customer's order for almost a month. Gizzzz! Terrible.....OPps! actually I'm not suppose to comment bad about people during month of lent. Excuse my bad manners.

Hmm.....so i just gave her an encouraging word that my boss had accidently send to the wrong person and happens they (2 ladies) whom happen to be my boss's admirer hahahaha....surname is OOI.....

I felt a little pity and sorry for them. This is another "Cheap Flick" for today. Hear .....hear....coming back to reality and serious topic on his father in law......
hope that his father in law will out live his fall and be well again sooner than he knows.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Honda "Power of Dreams"

13th Jan 2008...my friend Kelvin exchanged car with me. His car is of course a much better one then mine. Actually we were chatting over msn and I just jokingly asked him when can I have a ride in his new Honda Civic? He said lend you also can. Ya right! usually people would just say that and don't mean it. So I just pass and to my surprise I received a call from him asking me if the next day we exchange cars is possible? I said "huh...you really serious ar" and he said ya. I drove my Honda City to his office and we swap there. He said I could have it for 1 week wor. hahahahah....very trusting of him. But he is a very nice person. Very helpful and everytime I kacau him also he will attend to my needs.

Anyway, tell you the feeling in that car is super great! Wah! till now still imagine when lah can i afford this car lah. Everyday counting my way. But my car is like coming to 3rd year only. And I'm thinking of changing....die lah! Never mind....just work harder for more classes. heheheheh....for who knows when I least expect I get to change to my dream car.

See my requirement is very simple and not really high. I go for things that I can afford. I think that is fair lah. After all one must know how to enjoy ma.

This friend of mine is so good until he personally wash & polish my car for me. Aiyo! I'm so pai sei to let people lend me car put petrol and some give me money to put petrol for his car wor....he is very kind lah.

Thanks to Kelvin....I will always remember the nice experienced of his car and of course to a wonderful person like Kelvin.

My happening weekend started on Fri 22 till 25th

22nd Feb...took 1/2 day to attend an interview @ Vista Point. It was a great looking company but surprise to find out that they could not pay to my expected. Its a subsidiary of Flex. But they guy or rather uncle looking gentleman who interviewed me was rather nice. Well, I guess he had to for his staff made me waited for an hour. If its not better then where I am I just won't take the leap. The job he is offering me is actually a co-ordinator's job. I can do that job anytime if they pay me my expected salary or be reasonable with their salary lor. I see no point lah since they are so "Ku Hon". haiz! nvm lah...wait for another opportunity lah! Naturally we would want to upgrade from honda city to honda civic right or not?

Actually, now that I'm a little cool off from the friday incident. I can expressed out actually I sometimes don't understand my boss. He sided the logistic woman for not doing her job. This is not right I felt at that time. Being the second time around I couldn't take it anymore so i exploded lah!...Haiz! after thinking over I wrote back to appologize to my boss since he is still my boss i respected his decision. Dat night I met up with my yoga mates. One of my close friend, Tang Yee, told me...Andrea Tan you should not be harping on your unhappiness. Try to speak more positive out then you will receive more positive and attract more positive people in your life. OoH! I think her advised really prick me to reliase its true. So no matter what on Monday onwards...I don't wanna say bad about other people. The bad characters in my company I will just avoid them. I will just do what I'm suppose to do, other then that msn with my friends, update my blog and stay happy and positive all the time. Life is more meaningful this way. We were at Bagan for dinner after my class at Danz Club. Stayed to listen to Ross's beautiful voice singing Whitney Houston's numbers to entertain us.

23rd Feb 2008

We celebrated Lucy's belated b'day at Feng Wei Restaurant. Yummy! the food. Thanks Lucy for treating all of us. Love Ya! Lucy is like our "tai ka che", always encouraging us, supporting us, our ideal, nice, generous, helpful....and the list goes on. Hope we will be friends forever ....on behalf of Samantha Cheng, Adeline (Berry Berry), Mi-Chelle and Auntie Rosie (hehehe..thats my mom)

24th Feb 2008

I was up 7am getting ready to pick Auntie CP for her massage and also getting ready for my workshop at Zero Fitness with Ling. We were suppose to conduct a partner yoga and introduce yoga in more in deapth to the members. There were at least 40 over members attended our session. Anyway, we enjoyed ourselves very much. So do the members as they learn new yoga knowledge from us. I took the lead while Ling assisted me in partner yoga.

When home feeling so tired dose off till 4pm. Got ready for our Seafood treat at Bukit Tambun.
Eat again. hehehehe!!!!!kekekekek....Yummy! 1st time eating spider (bb spider) fried. Everyone dare not eat I ate the whole plate of them. hahahaha!

25th Feb 2008
During b'fast my colleague Kim told me that on friday last their meeting with Dato turn up Dato walk out of the meeting room. B4 walking out he scolded my boss for he covers Operations and he has the managers under him so he should take all the responsibilities. Pity him also lah. But a part of me thinks that what he did to me reflects what his managers put him into trouble that makes Dato not so good perception on him. He is too trusting over his unperformer managers and don't know how to see who is supporting him all these while. I was a little disappointed in my boss. But not anymore....I feel I should stay firm on how I feel just do my task and enjoy my daily life. I received that bitch email, her staff wrote to me and my boss also reply to my appology email. I just read and put them a side. I don't want to take things so seriously from now on.
So i don't get hurt so easily by these people in my company. I mean I still have a handful still nice to me.

Live is short and temporary only in this world. So enjoy to the fullest.

This weekend is another happening week for me.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Customer draw back tooling

Todate...20th Feb 2008 @ 10am ...our long staying customer finally came to have a disscussion to take back their tooling from us. Due to cost factor. Now doing biz is not ez. Everyone is talking about cost reduction. Haiz! Well, its not really matter to be actually but as a loyal employee I feel for my company. This is one of the high runner for us. Now just bcoz the kid found its real parents they are taking it back. Naturally if u are human we will share some emotions.

Well, I tot my boss (PS) able to talk them back but cc in vain. Haiz! even my MD was in attendance but also can't do much. I use to look up to my MD as a smart and caliber individual although he has a funny character but recently I find that he is nicer when is not working time. I have been hurt by him many times. Due to my parents so close to he and his wife I always tell myself to tolorate. And show my ulmost respect to him. I am beginning to loose this feeling. Most people like "fong hei chor". This is scary if one wants to continue on in this company. What should I do next? Do I owe my company my loyalty and life? A lot to think for the future. 10 years yet status co....salary still not to my expectation. Very sad lor! Thank God for giving me another alternative..."yoga" (helps in my destressing, keeping fit and extra income) But I like his wife, auntie amy (more like a mother to me) kind, gentle and humble.

New Projects are getting hard to get these days...coz its so competitive. Will we face down turn and if we cannot secure new projects wif our cost being so high den slowly but surely sad to say we will be in deep shit.

I really love this company so much. But if the end is coming in my fore sight. I need to exculate to greener pasture. If anyone of my frens could help look around for me...I would really appreciate that.

Clubbing Overtime....

Lately dunno why feeling so stress and cannot even explain out. Yes day in/out I have classes and suppose to distress but cc cannot also. Thanks to my best fren Jess, she accompanied me to SS. There I release la....till the first time I had too much. Drank neat mainly. hahaha....terror hor! So, till my limits was up...i went to the toilet. My other fren Jo waited so long and wonder why I din come out from the toilet. Came to get me. Aiyo! never like dat b4 la. After throwing out I felt better. Thank God got these 2 frens to take care of me.

Next day feeling wind all over. When for a good massage. kekekeke!

Den the following week went again....followed by the next and the next......
Enjoyed the new band really good. Jess introduce some new frens to me. They are clubbing kakis also. I know people said most guys going to clubs are not good coz they fetch their target and dump them following morning. Well...I'm not afraid coz I feel I'm always safe with Jess. Hmm.....thanks Jess. You're the greatest. Cheers!

04th Feb 2008

I wish this date will never be over.....i remember the feng sui master once told me i some wishful thing might happen and dat wud be a sign for me. Hmm....well i guz i did see it. I saw dis person I never tot i would expect to call me. Well not only once but twice in one day....wah! i tot to myself dis is too good to be true. Once during bfast.....and once after work.

I receive a call in the morning inviting me for drinks.....happi to see him. :) Actually not only him well able to meet up with his colleagues. They are nice people. Chat about cars bodykit..., teamcity activities, company sharing between theirs and ours and sports ie. bowling and yoga.

2nd half, if I didn't meet up with Berry Berry, I won't see him again. Thanks to Berry Berry....Cheers! Asking to meet up to help her shop for her CNY clothings more of last minute shopping. When his fren's car pull up the front porch of The Mall while I was on the phone wif Berry Berry...heard a voice called me.

Of coz, the feeling is really nice. My life is so unpredictable....just like my character. I guz!

So I dunno if I should believe the feng sui master words....

Is this suppose to be a good sign or not? Well, time will tell. I leave it up to God Almighty!

I treasure every moment spend coz we both are bz wif our own things till no time to even meet up. Guz, he knows. But to me I just let time takes its course.

It was a wonderful day that 4th Feb 2008....I reliase went Berry Berry highlight wat the feng sui master had told me.