Many happenings ever since my last update

I tried to get myself to write some updates but just can't do it....due to too stress, too busy, too lazy.
Almost every night I have been staying back to work and even on weekends. What else projects cannot meet dateline lah. So every night I do yoga to release stress. Or else I am almost going to breakdown with depression.
Yesterday morning as I was having my breakfast at our pantry alone...I was having thoughts of jumping off the platform at the end bay. Then for 2 days in a week I just feel depressed. Like so sad all the time when I come in to work. It gets worst when my MD's daughter, Carol talk to me in a manner that I had done some criminal act. So much work put in and just 2 days of her presence she took all the credit away. Fine I really fed up. Hong ( used to be my best pal) at work now is like an enemy to me. Fine also. I feel like dying.
Luckily, I got my mom, my boss and Annie (my assistant) who still believe in me. So they told me just play your cards well. God will do justice to the ones who deserve the punishment if they keep doing evil deeds.

18th Oct. 2008
Chris and I attended, Wilson's wedding. Surprised actually that he could make it. Of course my best friend Jessica also attended with Charles. Her boyfriend were not invited. Coz Wilson dunno him...

The wedding was held at Sandy Bay Paradise Hotel. Authentic style..chinese cum indian cum western. Sweets in a pack were the give aways.