Things Changed ever since we moved to New Site

1st my boss admitted for split disk and was on MC for nearly 2 months. Later it was Kim our Production Manager, she was bleeding non-stop. Also was hospitalize twice. Hong and I from best pal to now total stranger. Every morning ever since last week I don't feel like going to work anymore. I will depressed all the time. Sad to say things change and people change. Everyone seems like so selfish. Our tooling was stolen, existing tooling has lots of issues, lack of manpower, production cannot meet delivery, lots of quality problems.....etc.

How long can I take this ? I can go crazy. If this continue on I think better to die. Our MD is pressing us for quality and if parts don't meet spec we cannot deliver. So we have loads of issues unsolved.

Today is thursday, I asked my boss to go with me to pray to the Datuk Kong. He stood there praying for quite a long time. Like he never prayed so long before. He is suffering even more. Hope he will still carry us under him through these difficult times.

I talked to Chris about our company and my grievances. He seems to say its all Dato's fault. If top management gives lousy instruction everything else will be rotten. I believe so. His company is not like ours...the top management just assign and job gets done smoothly. It should be the case.

Tonight I was call in for a conference call with the US customer (QVI). We re-committed our schedule and lost 3 new parts as our quotes are higher than China by 300%, 41%, 25%. No head or tail and Atlan's team leader See didn't align well his team.

Every friday, I will be alone having lunch. So petatic!What to do all my lunch partners have gone on their separate ways.

I'm really not happy at all now.

Many happenings ever since my last update

I tried to get myself to write some updates but just can't do it....due to too stress, too busy, too lazy.
Almost every night I have been staying back to work and even on weekends. What else projects cannot meet dateline lah. So every night I do yoga to release stress. Or else I am almost going to breakdown with depression.
Yesterday morning as I was having my breakfast at our pantry alone...I was having thoughts of jumping off the platform at the end bay. Then for 2 days in a week I just feel depressed. Like so sad all the time when I come in to work. It gets worst when my MD's daughter, Carol talk to me in a manner that I had done some criminal act. So much work put in and just 2 days of her presence she took all the credit away. Fine I really fed up. Hong ( used to be my best pal) at work now is like an enemy to me. Fine also. I feel like dying.
Luckily, I got my mom, my boss and Annie (my assistant) who still believe in me. So they told me just play your cards well. God will do justice to the ones who deserve the punishment if they keep doing evil deeds.

18th Oct. 2008
Chris and I attended, Wilson's wedding. Surprised actually that he could make it. Of course my best friend Jessica also attended with Charles. Her boyfriend were not invited. Coz Wilson dunno him...

The wedding was held at Sandy Bay Paradise Hotel. Authentic style..chinese cum indian cum western. Sweets in a pack were the give aways.