Its been a while....

Sorry for my disappearence. But now I'm back. So many things happy at one time. I couldn't really focus or handle them all. So my EQ weakens and I know this is no so good.

Not happy at work anymore...things changes and looks like my hope in this company is getting further apart. PS(My Boss) had told me he had propose to Dato(My MD) about promoting 5 of us(me and 4 other guys) to managerial position and lead our own small unit management. Then you know what happen Dato said he has his own plans and ask my boss to take it back his proposal. He took in a guy(Meng Yuet, my chi mui's husband) into this company to be the Senior Manager. So 2nd man after Dato lah. After so much we had done for this company I feel no recognition. I must make a stand and decide well. Shit! Stupid! Bloody hell!

Apart for this my class pula cut. Not due to I don't wanna teach. Its becoz the gym close down. So left Mondays at Equinox, Tuesdays at my home, Thursday & Sat at my home for yoga. So with all classes cut den this stupid company cannot pay me sure die la. Next course of action is to find opportunity outside. I have confident sure can find and get one.

I join Ivory Gym and find at least my leg injury improves over time. This is one way of drowing my loneliness. I miss him so much. But I cannot find myself to tell him that. Haiz! May be I should like stop contacting him forever. To forget about him. Move on with my life. I hope i can lo.

Anyway life goes on. I'm getting back my life slowly. Anyway like I say life is short I should not waste it all on being sad. Must go back to my normal self. Build up my EQ again.